God is Just

I woke up this morning, to escape the dreams and shallow sleep I had, I went to the thinking of what I will do for the day. I had some Ideas and eventually got a long mental list. I saw that I need to wash my clothes and to fix the beds. I need to clean the house and prepare some food. I have little allowance right this moment and i don't think it would last until next week. I have an exam on saturday and i haven't had seriously made a decision to study and memorize well. I have many commitments to continuously give attention and my life now, as I woke up little by little came towards an angry feel. I went to the room of anger and the sensation of being hurt came again. i had the attitude of rebellion and stubbornness and eventually I fell down and had sinned. Then, a reminder came, How Just God is. God is just and punishes those who sins accordingly. At the end days, God will be seated on the white throne and he will be judging people to people. no one can defend himself or appeal for God knows everything. I know where i am going at the end days. I have confirmed it through the commitment i had with Jesus for I had received him as my savior and Lord. But for now, Its not yet the end of the world. Its another day for me to depend on grace. though God is just, he still offers hope even though we are sinful and that when sins are laid in front of us we can never say we had a clean life. nonetheless, Jesus' sacrifice can cover all these uncleanliness and receiving him and having a personal relationship with him will give us the assurance that at the end, we will be with God. I may have sinned but my assurance was never shaken. I thank God for giving me Jesus and for saving me. I also am excited to see more on how he will build me more in the future. For God loves me more than the stars and whatever universal "big" (in terms of size) things.